This is precisely what many Christians wrestle with; knowing what the Bible, God’s Word, says about them and the encouraging promises of what God can do for them if they obey and trust Him!
It’s always interesting to see how everybody – at some point in life – end up needing a miraculous intervention from God. Imagine YOU being like Paul, an instrument in God’s hands to bringing it about.
So be truly glad. There is wonderful joy ahead, even though you must endure many trials for a little while.